behind stone walls

behind stone walls
from the starting point,
we nvr wntd to disappoint
but what if its meant to be
the curse that is we
lazy
thinking maybes
always feeling sorry
never will be funny
no one to call baby
among most
we chose to stay off coast
never were good hosts
always trying to boast
pretending to be flawless
although always careless
emotions r kept hidden
as if they're forbidden
behind an act to protect
everything that is intact
friends that are forever
against those who'll say its over
although it might just be her
we'll back down for a brother
perhaps thats our answer
to our slightest honour
we know by our tone
ppl cursed to be live alone
silently hiding behind walls of stone
to be perfectly honest,i was thinking of making behind stone walls a song rather than just a rhyme. but i cant really write songs so i have but no choice but to just type it out.its notas good as i wished it to be but then again,i was nvr good in the first place.i envy song writers espt the good ones since the havethe ability to make music soo good that other ppl see it as music,where as if i ever wrote a so called song,it'll prob be more noise pollution rather than anything else.the fact that my rhyming sucks still annoys me.i dont think its act proper to just find words that rhyme and do sentences based on both. i could be wrong though. anyhow,its there,i know it sucks,i might update it from time to time since i have no better things to do with my life , and it'll prob stay until i realise how immature i am and take it out of the system like did my last blog.it does in most ways sound depressing prob due to the fact that at the current moment i'm not as cheerful as can be,got a huge buirden i need to lay off. anyway,so here it is, behind stone walls.