two down,one left

u know that feeling you get after doing well in an exam?today i had the opposite of that feeling. i reckon i did so badly on that paper tha i was better off not doing it in the first place. cant really describe how terrible that feeling was as i walked out from the hall.anyway,it passed already, time to move onWhat?sumthing wrong with me moving on with my life?its not like anything i do now can change the fact that i did badly on that paper,so why bother?got an exam tomorrow which i reckon i can actually score.having said that,i've decided during lunch to do an allnighter tonight. physically i'm ready cos i did today's sleep yesterday so that would help keep me awake for the whole night/morning.my plan is to do as many pass papers as possibleand finishing off with jan 07 which i have never done so that i'll know where i stand at the the end of my session.in all honesty,i wouldnt mind doing the paper right now cos i'll be happy to get it over and done with.i hate the feeling when ure facing ur last paper.its soo annoying. it makes u feel like time is passing by so ever slowly(just a feeling,not really happening though) and waiting is such a bore.after the 2 papers chong told me bout re animating sumthing he saw on the web. i believe he told me before but he said it again today.its sumthing to do with coke and mentos.i've seen it before and i really dont mind joining him. however,i had this feeling that today was just not the right day to do it so i convinced him to do it over the weekend.the prospect of exploding cokes does really excite me although i really hate wasting coke(it is such a good drink). i was told that there wont be a trip to the malaysian night(i thought it was a day,not night but nevermind),felt quite sad though cos i really wanted to go.(haha,no seriously,i do)but guess its fated that i am not meant to go.haaaa..i just love it when ppl say its fated to be this or that way.personally i use it a lot cos my vocabulary aint really that big(too lazy to expand it) and u really cant go wrong by saying its fate. i never used it on girls before cos its way too cheesy for my taste(actually i'm way too shy to say anything to em).wait,u know what,i reckon i was fated to do badly in that paper,yeah thats right, God must have planned sumthing else for me..hmm...(i probably should stop now cos i'm gonna BS if i go on,haha)