slowdown

omg..i was hit hard from yesterdays antics.remember i said i didnt sleep at all the day before?well after doing a bit of exercise,fatigue hit me and i slept like a baby yesterday.it might be good for my health though cos i needed the rest.this morning i had a problem waking up. normally i would just wake up without even an alarm clock by my side but what happened this morning was that everytime i woke up,i convinced myself to sleep again.wth was i thinking.nevermind,its passed already so i dont really care.i dont regret it htough cos now i feel more energize than the same time yesterday.good for me.another day another exam.still have 3 more to go but at least i've done the heardest one already. unlike most ppl, i just feel good when its done and over with. not bcos of the fact i did very well in the exam(which i really doubt) or i dont care about the results(which i do in all honesty),its bcos i dont really think of it. the way i see it,i've done the paper so just leave it alone.any regret know wouldnt change the fct i've done it regardless good or bad. although one could argue that if u regret now u could start acting now to be more ready for the next one.its one of those thing i truly appreciate about myself. the ability to slow things down.a few years ago i wouldnt say the same thing cos i was always in a rush for no apparent reason most of the times.it wasnt until i left secondary school that i realise what i should be like for the current moment,slow and lazy.in the short run..yes.the thing is that i know that in the future there might not be a chance to slow down and chill.i got a friend who is working at the moment although she's only 21. just imagine,she works around 10 hours on weekdays and sometimes on weekends.with that kind of hectic life,how the hell is she suppose to enjoy her life.she cant be slow or lazy,maybe on sundays but what bout other days? although i have this feeling that she's probably gonna be really successful,she had her firstclass honours in bio med atthe age of 20,i can never do that(prob cos i'm not gonna do bio med) but still it does make me think,i'm 19,how long do i have left before i have to be like her.slow and chilled,thats how i'm living at the moment